It's been a long week. I'm leaving to Tennessee on Saturday and will be gone for 10 days. I can't wait. I'm excited to see the people I met while serving a mission there. I wonder how it'll be, and I have no idea what to expect. I need this though - something to do, somewhere to be... Oh the joy of being around so many people you know really love you. I know they care about me, and I miss them because of that.
Then about 2 weeks after I get home, I'll start my job with Wells Fargo. I'm excited for that too. It was such a blessing to get that job and I am SO grateful. It's a good job, and I should be able to use my Spanish. I can't wait to be BUSY again. Passing the days looking for cars, playing my guitar, writing, listening to music, talking on the phone, trying to exercise, watching movies, and other random things. I've just been waiting for this trip, school, and my job. I'll be taking a Spanish class at BYU starting June 22nd. I'm so excited for that too. I'm going to miss a few classes (I can't help it - I need to start school as soon as possible, and I ALSO need to work) due to training with Wells Fargo, but I've talked to the teacher and she says it is do-able. I know it'll be hard work, and other students in the class may think I'm slacking off because they don't know why I won't be there each class, but that doesn't matter. What matters is I am doing what I need to do to get my education.
Man... I need a social life. Getting back from the mission and realizing that things just aren't the same with your friends is hard. I've never been one to have tons of friends, but still lately I find that the only really really close friends I have who live close by are my family. I suppose that is a choice I am making because I can get out there and meet knew people, but it's hard right now because... well let's just say I'm not all myself right now for reasons explored in recent entries. But even so, I'll welcome any new acquaintances, friendships, dates, whatever comes my way. It's just hard to put in extra effort on my part to acquire a social life right now. But I'll do it. I'm happy. I know things will start to look up in that area of my life. But I AM happy because I know I am where I'm supposed to be and doing what I must - even though it's not easy. And I'll see the rainbow after the storm. Or is it the sunshine after the storm? Who knows.
You comment, I'll respond. It's a promise.
Kalli Dawn
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